Well folks, it's been one hell of a ride these past weeks, let me tell you. I've been through bloody hell and back. What I went through I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, and I'm not kidding. My late grandfather used to say that a man can take ten times the pain any animal can. He said that when an animal starts to suffer anywhere near the scale of a human, it simply lays down and gives up the ghost. It's Nature's way of being merciful to the poor beast. Man however, has no such luxury. He is able to survive suffering on a scale that would make the toughest most seasoned warrior cry like a little girl. And yet somehow we live through it. Well the ordeal I went through was beyond anything a man should have to endure and still live, yet here I am, typing away. I'm still sore as hell and in a buttload of pain, and a long way from being healed. But I can post occasionally now, though not at my usual pace. It's going to be some time before I'm able to resume full-time because of the extent of the repairs they did and the extent of the damage they had to inflict to get to the problems. And to make matters worse there was substantial malpractice involved. Yep. You heard right. Malpractice. I'll be typing up a summary account of what happened as soon as I'm able, and I'll share it with you all when I'm done. I guarantee it will make the hair on your head stand at attention. For now let me say that Stephen King would be hard pressed to come up with a horror story as gnarly as the real life account I'm going to relate to you folks. The term "nightmare" flat doesn't do it justice...
In fact if I had it all to do over again, knowing what I know now, I'd have said "Hell no!" and just let nature take it's course and died of the inevitable heart attack that was coming at me like a freight train. I'm not joking... I'm not saying all heart operations are that bad. They're not. It's just that this particular procedure went south, and in a big way...But back to current matters: For the time being I'll only be posting once or twice a week. I'm still a very long way from being healed. But over time as I get better, my posts will become more frequent. For now I'm just grateful to be able to do anything at all considering what I've been through...
I want to use this post to give my sincerest thanks to all you who called me at the hospital with your well wishes and support. I apologize for not taking many of your calls, but my nurses finally had to block all incoming calls so I could get some rest. Even some of my relatives couldn't get through at that point. I'm still mystified as to how so many of you found out where I was, but I'm sure not complaining. Your concern was touching and deeply appreciated. There's a lot of fine people in our movement and times like this really make them shine. I feel honored to write for them. I try to use my articles to put into words what so many of us are thinking and feeling. I work to unify and solidify our beliefs between us, so we can move forward as a unit, as a people with a common goal. I try to make people think and see what's going on around them and behind their backs by our enemies, who are far more cunning and dangerous than many of our people yet realize. That's because knowledge is power. It's also a potent weapon against lies and propaganda. If a person knows the truth it's impossible to shake or manipulate him. This renders our enemies powerless. And that folks, is a good thing...Always remember that our enemy is real, he's smart, and he's watching every move we make. We're a huge threat to them because we know the truth. That's their Achilles heel. Truth trumps all. We have the power to crush them in the end, and they know it. We do this by spreading the truth to as many people as possible. Because the more people that know the truth, the weaker they become. The scales start to tip...
The time is coming soon when all our beliefs and convictions are going to be put to the test. We will be given the choice of surrendering to the Machine or resisting. It will be up to each of us to make this personal decision. I'm working hard to instill in my people the absolute necessity of standing for their race. Because if we don't then who will? May all of you be warriors for our people. As it is I'm damned proud of all of you...It's good to be back...
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